God

Jonathan Miller's Brief History of Disbelief - Shadows of Doubt

This video is 59 minutes long. It is the part 1 of 3. You can find other 2 parts here or here.

Well, I'm not an atheist, but I like this video. I've became an Christian by my own decision, when I was 21 year old. I was baptised in the 7th Day Adventist's church in Sarajevo, in January 1991. Before that I was an atheist, desperately looking for the answers to the main philosophical questions like "Who am I?".
I've never really accepted the concept of God, but even as a child I did believed in the spiritual worlds and re-incarnations.
Zarathustra, Buddha, Jesus Christ and other individualities from big religions, are for me the superheroes of all humanity. John Lennon, Mahatma Gandhi and other great souls belong to the same group.
I don't make difference among religions. All religions are trying to explain one universal human reality and to give us satisfying answers to the same questions.
I can't get no satisfaction in religions yet. I've got my own special way of thinking. I think that life is beautiful.

God is a concept by which we measure our pain.

John Lennon

Today I don't see my self as a Christian. I'm not going to the churches and I don't preach about Jesus around. I'm writing and speaking about everything.
I live my life, having fun, enjoying every moment, with free thoughts. I don't think about a God who is watching me all the time. For me God is everywhere. He is not a separate being. He is life in every being. Humans cannot find true God outside themselves.